Feel at Home in your Garden

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A home is where you battle dirt; a garden is where you make friends with it. For me, there’s no contest. I side with dirt. Although there are three sharp kitchen knives I miss terribly whenever I’m traveling, and those knives live in a drawer inside, everything else that speaks to me of home is ­outside. In the garden, my actual home.

Home is:

A Mess. I never finish anything. In my home office, this ­tendency produces piles of paper I itch to toss–but what if a crucial tax document lurks within? At the edge of my peren­nial beds it means more piles, this time of dirt, of moldy hay, of llama manure, of wood chips–or whatever else I’ve had the good luck to scavenge. I may or may not put these piles to “work.” But so what? They earn their keep simply by ­sitting there.

Unscheduled. Here in Colorado, I hear it’s important to plant sweet peas as soon as the soil can be worked. Therefore, I either do that or I don’t, and neither I nor my yard is ever the worse. There is a lot to do on my land, and my plan has never been more complicated than to do some of it. Oddly, whatever disorder this produces has usually sprung to life, in a robust way, by June.

Compatible with a Rich Fantasy Life. Or the inner script that runs in my head constantly. As I sit down at the com­puter, for instance, I may hear: “Here I am being Louisa May Alcott, unless I’m more like Thomas Jefferson today–or am I Fran Lebowitz?” A writer can be beaten into block-dom by such musings, but the outdoors are more forgiving, expecting no ­follow-through at all. While roaming my three acres, I allow myself to be Thomas Jefferson, again, envisioning orchards, stone walls, and rare botanical specimens as far as the eye can see. Or I slap my knee-boot with a rusty machete as I scramble through the underbrush–over-brush?–and imagine I’m Sir Joseph Banks exploring Roratonga. My garden, which never benefits from any of my fantasies, has no problem with them, either.

  • Published on Jul 1, 1999
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